i miz sec 2B'o4 lyk crazyy .. haiz .. sec 3d seems so cold n unfamiliar .. nthin lyk sec 2b .. we used 2 be lyk one big happy family .. i miz so many tings ..

*makin fun of ong siew kim n kang
*turning ard n tellin puli 2 shut up
*shouting across the room at ppl
*make fun of sheep
*listen 2 music in cls
*passing sweets
*seeing chewing gum getting stuck on apek's panys :)
*passing notes 2 syed
*kicking fiq's chair n pulling his hair
*bargaining with teachers as a class
*throwing paper airplanes and other stuff at the fan
*blullying jeremy
*shoutingg the skl cheer
*matchmaking ppl
*seeing syed getting scolded 4 bein a lOusy chairman
*geting angry juz tryin 2 figure out who was allan's spies
*lOokingg in2 the OHP mirror 2 see our reflections
*clapping n making funny noises in cls when teachers were teaching
*changing places
*whacking the vanilla baboon (wilflirt)
*argueing with abu
*laffing with cikgu aznan n the rest of the malay cls
*updating cikgu on our love lifes.. haha ...
*havingg little prOblems
*the pure friendship i had with syed n how close we were .. (tadds the tingg i miz the mOst)

sec 2B'o4 will always be the best cls .. n though year 20o4 had its ups n down, i will always rmbr tad year .. it was a year when i started 2 change emotionally .. started 2 grow closer 2 my frenz n realli begin 2 appreciate them .. it was a year when i lost my 1st best fren n a GREAT frenship .. it was the year tad i cried the most .. the year when i realise tad i had a pretty good talent in acting .. a year when i realise how much lykin sumone can make u so happy yet break ur heart .. it was the year when i wanted u so much .. but its onli now tad i noe tad u will nvr b mine ..
LOVE; most wonderful.

its amazing how sucky life can get sumtyms .. juz when u tink tad everyting is ok n u'll b alrite .. sumting cOmes along n *bOom!* thr goes my "peaceful" n "uneventful" life .. oh well .. i shld seriously consider a career as a detective .. haha .. no, serious .. even iza said so .. sumtyms, i amaze my own self .. pretty much not tokin 2 the bitch- who used 2 b a close fren of me -again .. u shld seriously hear the stuff tadd she dOes .. desperate bitch! it amazes me tOtally .. saw miss khin .. im always hiding frm her .. n it so happens tad she spOtted me in the canteen after skl .. damn! n she was lyk, "hannah, i saw u." den i came out frm my hiding place, wich btw was jac, n smiled at her .. :) den she asked me the question she always askes me .. "so whrs *blahh*?" (the name has been censOred) n i juz shrugged my shOulders .. hehe .. hello! she is lyk SO outdated .. but nvm .. den saw her in kOpitiam .. actually, i din see her at 1st den all of a sudden sumone pinched me .. n i saw it was her .. damn! she's realli pretty man .. haha .. im tryin hardd nOt 2 dwell on wads gOin on now .. its onli the beginning of the year n everyone's feeling tOtally fucked up .. i myself dun nOe wad 2 do .. sumtyms i doubt my own desicions .. but heck! they're dOne .. n i tinkk tad actually, the desiciOns tad i thOt were wrong at 1st seem 2 b doin me ok rite now .. iza n her chocOlate r SO mushified .. is lyk both of them r grOssing me out .. haha .. but its always nice 2 see my frenz in lurve when i cant be .. aaaww! *ehem* ok .. tad was lame .. spent lyk 2 hours in kOpitiam juz sitting thr n reading n readingg n READING! haha .. it was a realli goOd book .. its abt tis bOy with an abusive mom .. n its a real life story .. the poor kidd man .. it was kind of touching .. looks lyk my heart hasnt gOne completely cOld .. YET ..
LOVE; most wonderful.

- he sayys he doesnt understand me when i was the one who was always telling him stuff ..

- he dOesnt even care wads happening .. it seems 2 make no difference 2 him ..

- i noe tad u're nOt worth my tym .. but y isit difficult at tyms 2 mOve on?

- she dOes tings without tinking much abt hOw i feel ..

- i m angry, sad n cOnfused ..

- i dun realli care anymOre .. if it cOmes, it cOmes ..

- i aint gOnna loOk 4 it ..

- i trusted him, i turn 2 him 4 help, he opened his mouth .. again ..

- i tell him tinggs n he tells another guy wad i tell him ..

- she turns 2 me 4 advice n i give her advice .. but i cant seem 2 follow my own advice ..

- how can i give her advice on sumting im so cOnfused abt?

- FREEZE! i wanna freeze tym n fix everyting b4 mOre tinggs go wrong ..

*hmmmm .. hOw do i do tadd?*
LOVE; most wonderful.

i wun bother updating much .. im not gonna waste my tym ..
LOVE; most wonderful.

i wanted 2 change the skin .. fOund a nice one .. but im 2 lazy 2 change it .. :D thot i was tOtally over u .. but i guess im not .. wOnder if u r .. jealOusy still creeps up on me when i least expect it .. i guess tis kind of tinggs takes tym eh? but im determined 2 get over u .. n after tadd, maybe we can salvage wadd is left of our frenship .. :) perhaps we shldnt have been 2 hOnest .. but my feelings were realli strong .. i dun regret telling them 2 u .. it was nice will it lasted .. i realli HATE not tokin 2 u .. i HATE it so much .. but im scared tad if i do talk 2 u, the feelings will cOme rushing back .. n i dun want tad 2 happen .. im sure u dun want tad 2 happen 2 rite? YOU were the one who tOld me 2 let go .. YOU were the one who gave up without tryin ..
LOVE; most wonderful.

She tosses and turns in bed.
The demons of reality playing with her mind.
Crushing her heart in their hands.
Their claws are sharp
and they make her heart bleed a million drops a minute.
She cries out and writhes about on her bed of blue.
The pillows muffling her cries.
The demons laughing in her ear.
The quilt that once gave her warmth,
now suffocates her and draws every breath from her being.
Her eyes lay wide open
and the demons continue using her body as a play thing.
She searches desperately for her ray of light.
She knows its there.
She knows its true.
But her cant find her ray of light.
She calls out and stretches to her max,
but she cant get anywhere near him.
She continues holding on.
The demons coaxing her to give up and let go.
She continues holding on.
Cos she knows that that ray of light is here to stay.
She knows it will never die out.
She just needs to hold on.
She just needs to stay strong.
Cos she can feel the warmth of the ray of light.
As long as she is strong,
she knows that the ray of light will not die.
LOVE; most wonderful.

so slpy now .. went 2 east coast beach 2dae .. nadzi n jian siong cycled n me n xinni went in search 4 foOd :) den later nadzi n JS met us den we slacked at the beach lor .. den i went of cyclingg alone .. yes! 2 all the ppl out thr who tinkk tad i cant cycle, u're outdated .. i can cycle ok .. abit lar .. im no pro or anytingg .. den when JS came onli i cannot cycle properly .. nearly knocked sum malay man down n i nearly fell .. so wobbly lor .. hahaha .. den my butt oso pain .. was pretty fun lar .. but im realli tired now .. den left at ard 7 n went 2 orchard .. saw sum fite talin place .. 2 guys .. chinese .. wahh damn farni .. they were lyk jumpin on each other n one of them had a bunch of keys .. n when they finally stopped fighting, i saw tad one of the guys was bleeding .. he had a cut of his necj n foreheadd .. went back at ard 9.30 .. tried not 2 tink abt him the whole day .. n i handled it pretty well .. so proud of myself .. see! i can do it! yay! haha .. seriously, its ur lost .. who ask u dun wanna try .. n since u always say single is better den fine lor .. have fun .. hope u die a lonely death ... muahaha .. i seriously dun hate u .. realli .. blah! i dunno wad 2 write .. lalalala .. man .. erm ... dotz .. wad 2 write? er ... u noe i hate tokin2 guyys .. once they wanna play their games lyk CS or maple or wadever crap, they tOtally abandon u .. haiz .. irritants .. nvm .. ok .. my dad is super irritatin .. argh! i cant tok 2 anyone abt tis .. the person i used 2 confide in 4 everyting is gOne .. *pOof!* a frenship gone dOwn the drain .. oh well .. who ask u 2 b "very hOnest" with me .. ok .. i swear im gonna cut his tongue off! so irritatin .. everyday .. everyday .. haiz ...
LOVE; most wonderful.

emOtional:


Sometimes I get emotional
Sometimes I do some stupid things
Something I say what I should keep inside

Sometimes I'm sad about everything
Sometimes I'm mad and break some things
Sorry times ten but you just got in the way

Don't get up now
Running away
I wont hurt you
Sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Life is always easy
But sometimes I'm just scared to leave me

That's when I feel.. emotional...

You say I'm just impossible
Totally unpredictable
I'm just a girl, get used to it
No big deal

You cant change me
Why would you try
I'm no angel, but I can make you smile

And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you

Life is always easy
But sometimes I'm just scared to leave me
That's when I feel.. emotional...

Don't give up
I wont hurt you
Oh, sometimes I'm just a pain

And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am


That's when I need you
Life is always easy
But sometimes I'm just scared to leave me

That's when I need
Ohhhh yeaaahhhhhh
I need you

Sometimes I get.. emotional...


yes i dO .. hahaha .. hOpe u understand wad im tryin 2 say .. but u've left anw .. so ....



LOVE; most wonderful.

my taggie is lyk tOtally dead .. can sumone plz tagg it? ms thng is actually quite nice .. hadd loads of fun duringg CCT 2dae .. we did tad cls rules tingy .. n priscilla's grp realli came up with loads of wacky n harsh punishments .. n the whole cls was laffing n booingg at them .. mdm norliza din cOme 2dae .. again .. n im nOt complainingg .. i mean malay cls is alrite .. but its not exactly very fun ... i dun see the nid 2 talk 2 u .. since u din realli care 2 take the initiative 2 be honest with me frm the start .. im nOt gonna b depressed becos of u .. it does hurt .. but oh well .. i cant change how u tink .. n im sure tad thrs sumone 4 me out thr .. n if thr isnt .. den nvm .. i'll juz become a nun :) .. im gOnna become my old self .. im nOt gonna let idiotic guyys get me dOwn .. whahaha .. lame man .. my fren, she tinks she's in lurve .. but is she realli? i mean if u realli lyk sumone dun u wanna b with them? dun u tink tad tings wud work out fine if u realli care abt them n be hOnest with them? sum of my frenz have crushes on certain lucky ppl .. haha .. im realli happy 4 them .. i hope tinggs work Out 4 them lar .. me, xinni n nadzi can fOrm a self pity club man .. hahaha .. at least i've got great frenz who stand by me when im up n dOwn ..
LOVE; most wonderful.

- my clOse fren flirts with him behindd my backk
- u're nOt open enuff me with me
- u cOnfuse me
- i asked u wad i shld dO .. but u din sayy anyting
- have u even been readingg my blog?
- life sux (i nOe tis is a cliche)

had el auditions 2dae .. freakky .. no mOod .. haven been feelingg lyk myself 2dae .. dunnO y .. had cOmpany home 2dae .. was kind of tOuched .. feelin cOld, my lips r cracked n i look pale .. have a freakin headache .. n im miserable .. n guess wadd? i lOst the water bOttle tadd i lurve .. haiz ..
LOVE; most wonderful.

ok .. sum idiot went n tag my board .. n wrote crap .. u noe, u can write wadever u wanna write .. i dun give a damn .. i'll juz kip deletingg it .. n im definitely NOT a slut .. cos hello! im still a virgin .. im not gOnna waste my tym on ppl lyk u .. wad makes u tink no one lyks me? i've got frenz .. check the dictionary 4 the meaningg if u dun nOe .. rite .. im not exactly feelin very happyy n bright 2dae .. haiz .. i sent him an sms dunno if he gotit anOt .. oh well .. u dunnit 2 ever walk me home alrite? cos u seem realli bz n whenever u play soccer, u always go home late .. maybe tads the reasOn 2dae y u din ... nvm .. im not gOnna get worked up becOs of tadd .. anw, 2dae, serene kissed my ear! lyk eeew! whahaha .. crap man .. ok .. no mOod .. but i wanna thank iza 4 standingg up 4 me despite wad i did 2dae n i wanna thank aldrin also 4 cheering me up despite me feeling so low .. n u .. thx 4 makin me feel low .. hmph! cant wait 4 el auditiOns tmr .. cant wait 2 memOrise lines n get becOme a character .. so tadd i dun have 2 be my pathetic self ..

* do YOU wan me 2 hOld on or not? n if i do, wud tinggs still be the same, still b lyk tis? will ur dreams n my dreams cOme true? im gOin crazyy .. no! wait .. i m crazyy .. whahaha .. rite .. i wanna nOe .. realli .. n y r tinggs still lyk tis? u said i nOe .. im still waitingg 4 the answer thOugh .. cos i REALLI dun nOe .. *
LOVE; most wonderful.

fuck! 3rd nite in a rOw .. stoopid .. shout shout shout .. nabei ..wadever .. my patience is running out .. he acts lyk he's very perfect .. well, hello! u're not .. juz get out .. it'd be mOre peaceful without u .. i dunno if we can cope .. but i dun care .. threats .. argh! i wanna cry .. sumone hOld me .. please ..
LOVE; most wonderful.

its alreadi the 3rd week of skl .. cant wait 4 el 2 start .. haha ..came 2 skl at the usual tym den tadd jac gOt stOmachh ache .. den jialat .. she dragg me go 2 the toilet with her .. so we missed assembly .. we were sitting in the toilet all alongg .. den when me n jac was walkingg 2 the arena once mr mui dismissed the students, armstrong appeared .. den she put her arm ard me n asked me if she could train me 4 mcing .. haiz .. mcing?! sway mann .. oh well .. den her perfume smelled so nice tad i saidd ok .. whahaha .. no lar .. i cant exactly say no .. but it mayy b kind of fun .. :) den went up 2 cls derek tan was absent .. shiok .. im startingg 2 hate him .. hehe .. den mrs tan came in .. n she started teachingg chem .. lyk hello! its eng periOd now .. at least give us free tym lar .. ok fine .. i paid a teeny weeny bit of attention .. den she asked wai hoo a question .. but he was bz doin sumtingg else .. so he saidd dunnO .. den tan said, "u dunno cOs u werent payin attentiOn rite?" den wai hoo said, angryly, "now oso not chem period." den tan started givin a speech sayin tad we shld want 2 learn n tis is juz a revisiOn .. blah blah .. den she said, "wai hoo, im still waitingg 4 an answer." den wai hoo said, "i saidd dunno means dunnO rite?!" whahaha .. so freakin farni .. i at my place tryin not 2 laff .. den b4 tad she had scold jeevan juz cos he was pasingg a bOok 2 me .. damn her .. den he answered her backk lar .. he said tad he was juz passing a boOk wadd .. den she said he was distractingg her by doin tad .. lyk wadever! crap man .. wanted 2 smackk her face .. anw, ended up tad she gave us the answer .. cos everyone was either givin her the fucked up face, the dunnO face or the i cant b bothered face .. haha .. den she sat down at the teachers table .. n HER FACE TURNED RED! she loOked lyk she was gOnna cry .. lyk OMG! hahaha .. anw, went 2 tiong after skl .. 4gave the sucklingg pig .. see him small lar .. :)

*wadd nOw? hOld on or let gO?*
LOVE; most wonderful.

syed wears a dress! yes! syed wears a freakin dress .. haha .. dun beat me u k? im speakin the truthh .. :) went swimming with jac juz now .. swam 2 laps .. Onli .. pathetic .. nvm nvm .. den bathe n everytingg n walked home through the park wit a packet of twisties .. u who made me pissed .. dun u noe how 2 apolOgise? r all guys dumb? god! they shld hOld classes 2 educate guys who have no initiave .. done sum of my hmwk .. feelin kind Of slpy now .. *yawnn* thrs a match 2dae .. wich all of u shld noe .. spore vs indo .. amrit, my bro n syed sure enjOy lar .. boys! u cant live with them n u cant live without them .. haha ..

-kisses! gimme kisses! :)-
LOVE; most wonderful.

u! u idiot! i TRUSTED u n den u go n tell the whole wOrld .. nabei .. go lar .. open ur mOuth summore .. go! idiot .. im not tellin u ANYTING anymore .. i still kept my mOuth shut n din tell anyone abt her rite? i onli use her initials .. i din even say how old she is n other stuff or even wad u tinkk abt her .. m i rite? i kept 2 my word n i din sayy anytingg .. u? u?! wahh .. KNN! im so pissed .. go lar .. publicise summore .. its different if me n him r 2gether .. but we're NOT .. get it? n we'll NVR be .. no! dun ask me y cos i DUNNO .. n dun tell me 2 make the 1st move cos i WONT .. get it?! good .. hmph! u wanna delete wad u wrote oso 2 late .. ppl saw oredi ... haiz .. im so stoOpid .. shld nOe by now tad i CANNOT trust guys .. man oh man .. bimbO ..

woke up at 9.30am .. my neighbOur called me .. saidd she wanted sumone 2 listen 2 her problems .. so i brushed my teeth all tad den went down to meet her n buy breakfast .. its not much of a problem lar .. haha .. but cOmpanyy is always appreciated ..

syed: yes .. questions .. haha .. aiya .. i wanna disappear 4 awhile .. hahaha .. miserable .. :(

han rui: im not dyin .. no im nOt .. now nOw, dun lOok so dissappointed .. hahaha .. n did not dump anyone n no one dumped me .. in fact im mostly sad, confused or irritatedd .. haha ...

aldrin: i dunnO wad 2 say 2 u .. haiz .. im so sadd .. dun bother tOkin 2 me .. spare me the crap ..

xinni: i still lurve u despite all the tinggs u've dOne 2 me .. aint i swit? hehehe ..

*if dreams dun cOme true den i dun wanna dream*
LOVE; most wonderful.

wahh .. i tell u ar .. tad aldrin bOey has absolutely no life .. kip sayin me .. he ar .. ishh .. hahaha .. el's startingg next wk .. my bro's singin n bathingg at same the tym .. glass gOnna crack .. beware .. :) i tell u ar .. jac says i can readd minds .. whahaha .. actually i cant .. but im good at pickin up clues .. n i have my sources .. so i usually noe wads goin on .. lyk who lyks who n who hates who .. u noe .. stuff lidat .. haha .. if u guys r free go n readd nadiah's blog .. damn power .. so farni .. haha .. but the pic had 2 b removed due 2 protest .. but tis is a serious matter .. realli .. :) troy said im cute .. *puke* he wanted my pic .. lyk eeew! i dun lyk him .. i dun care how gud lookin ppl tell me he is .. he's a 2 timer n he is stOopid .. yes .. stoOpid .. hmph! not realli sure how 2 do my maths .. den i asked aldrin 2 help me lor .. den he helped me .. he comes in useful very once in awhile .. hahaha .. though he cann b a pain at tyms .. one day i shall go 2 the airport n see planes flyinn in n Out .. eh?

u noe sum ppl have weird dreams .. haha .. but dreams cud b tryin 2 tell u sumtingg .. *hint hint* sumtyms dreams seem so real yet they're not .. they even feel real .. but den i wake up n realise tad i was dreamingg .. damn! hahaha .. if onli dreams come true .. well some can .. tad is onli if ppl tryy 2 achieve them ... get my pOint? dun u juz wanna kiss me? hahaha ..

poor xinni .. she's realli gettin bullied 2dae .. awww .. hahaha .. eh .. my taggie has sumtingg wrong wit it .. u nOe when im typin the msg, i cant see it .. n it makes tings difficult .. sO anyone who noes how 2 slove tad prob plz plz plz tell me ... thx .. :) syed n jeevan have gone 2 play cs 2 relief stress .. rite .. 2dae met jac n went 2 tiong 2 eat den later we went 2 the parkk .. n i started 2 get curious .. hehehe .. u noe ar .. the earth revolves ard the sun .. m i rite? n the moon revolves ard the earth? rite? so no matter wich way the earth turns, s'pore will sumhow endd up at the oppOsite end n will b totally blocked frm the sun .. m i rite? den how come thrs no winter? n u nOe tad they said tad in the beginningg thr was adam n eve .. rite? den how come the earth got so manyy ppl now? dun tell me brothers n sisters did tad ting 2gether?? tad wud b lyk so gross! n den whr did dinosaurs fit in? the bible didnt write abt dinosaurs .. den ppl sayy tad humans come frm monkeys .. how cOme the bible din say tad oso? hmmmm .. if u noe the answers 2 my questions den plz tell me thx .. :)


-if onli dreamz cOme true-
LOVE; most wonderful.

i shall juz kip quiet .. haiz .. i dunno wadd 2 do .. im scaredd 4 her .. ytd nite .. woke up 2 tyms .. damn him! wads he tryin 2 do?! practically everyday .. he gOes downn n comes up a different person .. n wad m i suppose 2 do? sit in front of the comp n feel miserable? all the threats .. haiz .. so many problems .. call the police? den wadd will happen? do i even lurve him? i dunno anymOre .. i hate questions ..

suspicion fillingg my mindd .. wad if u had lied 2 me n u're still lyin 2 me? i cant do anyting .. i tOok ur word .. but now im havin doubts .. wad if u're still goin on wit tis charade? den wad? wad m i gonna do? how m i gonna feel? m i gonna b swallowed up by sadness or m i not gonna give a damn cos tis aint the 1st tym? i said i dunno .. u said i nOe .. but i realli dun .. nvm .. u dunnit 2 respOnd 2 tis .. serious .. im juz writingg stuff here cos im 2 lazy 2 write it in my diary .. haha ..

u noe .. sum ppl dunno how luckyy they are .. sum ppl r so skinny n they say they're fat .. sum ppl have great parents but they act as if their parents torture them .. sum ppl have great runningg skills but they say they suckk .. sum ppl have the looks .. n they take advantage of it .. they flirt n they make ppl miserable .. the go frm one guy 2 the next .. leavingg a trail of broken hearts ... sum ppl have a great character n they say tad they're ugly n tad no one wants them .. not true .. even a gud lookin person can lyk tad so called ugly personn ..

nthin 2 do .. no one 2 talk 2 .. man oh man .. m i bored .. haha .. was helpin aldrin wit his blogg juz now .. my mum cooked crab .. ymuumy .. haha .. drank LOADS of water 2dae .. amazingg .. syed n abu were the onli 2 in sec 3s who managed 2 get in2 the b division soccer team .. haha .. not bad eh? they muz b pretty gud in order 2 have gotten in .. well .. i shall go now .. its my bro's turn 2dae .. n he wants 2 use the comp .. so bye ..

*holdd my hand n take me far far awayy*


LOVE; most wonderful.

im pissed n i dunno y .. irritatin .. ok .. i nOe y lar.. haha .. but i dunno y im gettin so wOrked up .. nvm nvm .. dun care .. happi thots happi thots .. iza iza .. she has absOlutely nthin 2 write in her blog lar .. still go n write crapp abt me .. u dunnit 2 the publicise lar .. thank u very much .. i oso cann publicise abt u ok .. n wadd i publicise wud b even worst .. muahaha .. so b grateful .. aaaaahhh!!!! i wanna die .. no, actually i dun wanna .. im not readi 4 death .. crap man! tis entryy is crap! haha .. oh, my good fren aldrin .. wad wud i do without u? whahaha .. n han rui ar .. if u're readingg tis i juz wan u 2 nOe tad we're juz frenz .. serious .. shalini .. haiz .. raniljit is so gonna die .. feel my wrath u idiot! u r so dead! he made her freakin cryy 2 or 3 tyms lor .. im freakin pissed .. who the hell does he tinkk he is .. KNN .. prince charming?! nah! he's a freakin ogre .. haha .. tads the result of watchin 2 muchh shrek .. :) but seriously, he's gonna die mann .. im not gonna let him get away wit it .. y cudnt he have been honest wit her? he din have 2 leadd her on .. he din have 2 act as if he lyked her .. he din have 2 tell the whole fuckin world! god! i noe exactly how she feels .. all those tears jaz 4 a stOpid guy who's not even worth her sheddingg her tears 4 .. blady raniljit .. blady alvin .. same ting .. onli i gOt it worst .. i may not b able do anytingg abt alvin anymore .. but raniljit .. oh! tads a different storyy .. sorie 4 the sudden outburst .. hahaha .. blahh! im so bored .. n one 2 talkk 2 .. man oh man .. tis is pathetic .. ooo! fiq! he juz said hi 2 me .. yay! cOmpanyy .. whahaha ... anw, i changed my skin .. haha .. all byy myself .. arent u all proud of me?? weeee! hehe .. the tagg board is below the links all tadd lar .. *yawnn* bored man .. fiq went n playy gb .. haiz ...
LOVE; most wonderful.

man .. i hate all guys! yes .. ALL! dun ask! maybe im pmsing .. hmmmm .. dunno lar .. din talk 2 u since ytd .. n i thot tadd maybe ... but when i asked u .. waited 4 so longg .. but .. oh! nvm .. no pOint .. cant sayy i din try .. i tried but u were 2 bz .. oh well, at least u hadd fun .. no point gettin irritated .. its not good 4 my Health">health .. haha .. as 4 fiq .. its as if i got sum sort of disease .. walkinn next 2 me lyk wanna die lidat .. muz act lyk im fOrcin him .. den take pic oso so difficult .. its the same wit ALL guys lar .. how not 2 get irritatedd?? the day a guy treats me normally will b the dayy tadd pigs fly ... 4get it lar .. anw, jac has a HORRIBLE sore throat .. 4got 2 bringg vinod's umbrella .. haha .. im so 4getful .. i lurve stray light run .. they so rock! all thx 2 xinni who introed tad bandd 2 me .. all of a sudden jeevan came n tell me tadd syed is reachingg hm soon .. he's at tanah merah .. tell me oso 4 wad? weird .. i got lyk no mood lar .. so if u all tOk 2 me n i lyk veryy wadd ar den dun mindd me .. juz feelin irritated .. haha .. though im tryinn not 2 .. :) den nabei .. liningg up in the canteen, mr mui call me n iza .. den nagg at us cos our shirts were tucked out .. den he let us go .. den when lining up all of a sudden he call me n iza .. nabei! den wera tad yellow vest .. no biggie lar .. i oso dun care .. but at 1st was abit embarressing lar .. haha .. den tad derek tan ar .. we enter the cls he go n tell the whole cls 2 laff at us .. haha .. den i oso laff n bow 4 the cls .. no point gettin angry wadd .. but iza got abit pissed .. den tad aldrin the worst lar .. haha .. wait .. when he wear, im gonna laff lyk hell i tell u .. den i tellin himm my probs juz now, he laff n say yay! wad is tis? den i give up .. no point .. i shall jzu kip everytingg 2 myself ..
LOVE; most wonderful.

NABEI! i wrote everytingg so nice nice den i accidently pressed escape! argh!!! hate myself!! argh!!! ok .. i shall retype everyting .. haiz .. 0k .. had bio n hist test 2dae .. the hist test so stOopid lor .. we all sit side by side .. i mean the tables r cOnnected lor .. den sure can copyy wad .. den i copied abit frm janice .. but mostly i cudnt b bothered .. so i slept through most of the stOopid paper lor .. den bio was oso kind of difficult .. tis is the result of not studyin lar .. den walk 2 skl 2dae wit tad stOopid aldrin .. KNN .. he damn wadd lor .. kip suaning me .. den ar walk all the way thr he kip insultingg me .. den i intro him 2 my bro he say my bro cuter den me .. tads cos u dunno him yet u idiot! den he still go n write in his blog all my nick names .. suckling pigg! whahaha .. den still so irritatin .. make me wait 4 himm .. lidat i osO lazy 2 wait .. so i go down 1st .. u are so ungentlemanlyy lor .. den i late 3 mins oso he wanna make noise .. but the day b4 he say u late nvm, i will wait 4 u .. wad crap man .. haha ... den after the test all tad, at ard 4, went 2 tbp wit iza, jac, jOvy, xinni, nadzi n js .. den happi happi eat .. den tad iza went n call syed 2 come 2 tiongg 2 help her pick a prezzie 4 tis certain sum1 .. den tad syed ar .. he ar .. ishh! no umbrella lor .. wad is tis? den tad vinod so swit lend me his umbrella .. haha .. den tad syed n fiq all tadd, siao siao play soccer in the rainn .. sOccer fanatics! later u n fiq sickk dun come n complain 2 me or pass the virus 2 me hor .. i wanna stay healthy .. den syed came 2 tbp wit mao n apek .. den iza dragged me, jovy, syed, mao n apek ard tbp juz 2 findd a stOopid prezzie 4 *ehem* ... so irritatin lor! hahaha .. but im sure *ehem* will lyk the gift .. :) yea .. basically tads it .. so i better pOst tis entryy b4 jacOb comes hm .. ppl! can u plz plz plz tagg my board .. it is lyk sOo dead! n if u all r very free, go 2 aldrins blog n read the crapp tad he writes lar .. he's in my links ...

aldrin: u ar! so ungentlemanly .. sucklingg pigg .. see! i sO nice .. advertise ur blOg 4 u .. u better treat me nicer man .. n i tell u .. i HATE ur stOopid fren .. he made my fren cryy u noe .. nvm .. u wan more details u ask me tmr ...

xinni: i wan the beanie!!! findd it n bringg it .. hehe ..

iza: u owe me one 4 followingg u ard .. aint i such a swit fren? hahaha .. stay frenz wit him no matter wadd ..

who else ar?? hmmm ..

ah! syed: jasmine lyks ME better .. dun so bhb hor .. hahaha .. u still wan tadd pic??? n i walkk nicer den u .. hehehe .. u walk cacat ar .. hahaha .. no offence .. :)


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ytd, met jac, xinni n nadzi at 3.30 n we went shoppin .. sort of .. ended up tad i osO bought stuff .. haha .. was onli suppose 2 b jac who was buyin stuff .. i intrO her 2 so many types budden in the end she buy a different one .. waste my tym .. got 2 go backk 2 skl tmr .. i haven done my hmwk yet .. actually thrs onli maths hmwk lar .. so not tad badd .. anw, ytd, jac brought her sis, jasmine, along .. i tell u the sis very cute one .. n very farni .. kip hittin my butt .. n den when she wanna hold nadzi's hand, nadzi freaked out n grab her hand back .. so jasmine held on 2 nadzi's bagg lor .. haha .. so cute! den she make me carry her sial .. my arms now achingg .. summore juz now my bro went n elbow me whr its achingg .. mean man! den i carry her she lyk one baby elephant .. haha .. quite heavyy .. den we were in chinatown OG at the OP section thr .. den got tis chinese cute guyy workinh thr .. haha .. though im not realli intersted in chinese guys .. 1st he see my carryingg tad jasmine den he smile at her n me .. haha .. den i dunno wadd 2 do bcos he standingg behind me .. so i smile back .. haha .. den he walked away den tad jasmine die die dun wan me 2 put her dOwn den i told her i carry her in 5 mins cos my arms oredi achingg .. haha .. den when i put her down, she run ard, den all of a sudden the guy appear in front of me .. denn i freak out .. den he smile down at jasmine .. haha .. den he lyk dun wanna move lidat .. den i feel weird lar .. den he smile at me so i smile back .. cute guyy wad .. so muz smile back .. :) den now i juz reached hm lor .. syed n aldrin not online so no one 2 talk 2 .. onli got nadzi n xinni .. but they 2 either bz or away lor .. den as 4 fiq he online osO lyk got no diff .. cos he hardly talks 2 me online now .. dunno y lar .. weird .. n den a herO comes along, with the strength 2 carry on .. n u cast ur fears aside n u nOe u cann survive .. so when u feel lyk hope is gone, lOok inside u n be strong n when u finally see the truth .. tad a herO lies in yooOouuu ... *sings at the top of my lungs in2 an imaginary mike* hehe .. sorie .. the song quite nice lar .. hope ur ears arent affected .. :) i'll see if i cann upload the pics tad i took ytd later alrite? so bye 4 now ..
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juz wOke up a abt 15 mins ago .. 2dae is my brO's dayy .. so he'll b mostlyy hoggin the comp .. yes .. juz 2 inform u .. gOin out later with jac, nadzi n xinni .. wearingg a garfield nite dress .. pathetic rite? haha .. my idiot bro juz woke up .. he ar .. wake up onli wanna use the comp .. haven even brushed his stoopid teeth .. haha .. anw, tings between him n me r ok now .. at 1st, i din realli wanna beliff him cos im not tad stoopid u noe .. but he seemed sincere enuff .. at least i hope he was .. :) plus, he seemed 2 have sort of matured .. wad i mean? i mean last tym, when i said sumtingg lyk, "i dun trust u anymore." den he wud say, "ok lor .. u dun trust me anymore oso wad cann i do?" tads all .. but at least now he tries harder .. n tad touchingg .. aaw! hahaha .. tings between iza n *ehem* r abit weird .. i dunno wadd 2 tell him n i dunno wadd 2 tell her .. but they both realli lyk each other .. so whenever they ask me 4 advice, i tryy my best .. but tinkinn of advices makes me get headaches .. haha .. well, i have 3 msges 4 my frenz .. if u wanna read them u cann .. but if u dun den its fine wit me ..

aldrin: i tried tokin 2 her 2dae .. she kept givin me 2 word answers .. n i hate when ppl do tadd .. may endd up not lykin her .. hehe .. no offence .. but 4 ur sake i'll tryy .. hope she's not lidat in rl .. :)

iza: tings will work out fine .. juz make sure u r sure abt wadd u're doin .. i dun wan u or himm 2 get hurt alrite? so plz plz tink carefullyy .. but my advice is tad u're better off as frenz ..

lalalala .. u: get out of my head! im crazyy abt u .. haha .. i kip tinkin of u .. do u kip tinkin of me? hahaha .. crap! i wan a hug! im still waitingg 4 it hor .. haha .. now, all u have 2 do is kip 2 ur word .. :)
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ok .. im always in a hurry 2 update my blog cos of aldrin .. he ar .. always tellin me 2 update .. but its nice 2 noe tad at least a few ppl actually look 4ward 2 readingg wad happened 2 me .. haha .. hadd fun in hist 2dae .. cos i was mostlyy slackin at the backk wit my frenz tOkin .. haha .. its the 1st tym in 2 yrs tad i've actually looked 4ward 2 tad paticular subject .. haha .. not much 2 say abt 2dae .. though it was slightly depressingg .. wad wud i do without my frenz .. i wanna thank iza, jacqueline n nadzi .. n especially aldrin .. he helped me 2 see both the negative n positive side .. wad will i do without himm? my frenz have been GREAT.. but they werent of much help tis tym around .. but still i lurve them .. finally broke 2 iza abt how i feel abt the way she's actingg .. im quite plz with myself .. i hope she learns frm wad i said .. im juz feelin kind of sadd now .. wad were u tinkin? my frenz became crappy at a point of tym .. haha .. said aldrin gave off electricityy .. whahaha! rite! aldrin, i noe u wanna noe more abt tis! ooh! u're online! haha .. ok .. i have 2 settle sum stuff .. so tOodles!
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ok .. 2dae is my brO's day .. so he's hOggin the comp .. oh well .. he went 2 shop 2 buy dinner .. n he told me not 2 touch the comp .. so .. ssshh! dun tell him .. hehe .. had maths n englishh test after skl .. the mathes test tOtally sucked mann .. im sure gOnna fail .. im preparedd 2 go 4 AP lar .. haha .. as 4 the eng paper, it was pretty ez .. yea .. den whenever i see syed, i always wave at him .. denn he wave back .. haha .. so lame lOr .. so 2dae, i mostly waved at himm .. hardly talk 2 him .. cos we're in diff clsses .. n we onli have one subject 2gether .. pathetic .. hate my fringe .. i hOpe it grows long soOn .. cos i dun wanna b takin tad ic foto wit tis stoOpid fringe .. i wan it 2 grOw longer .. n im NVR EVER gOnna wear my specs 2 skl again .. i lOok soo uglyy in them .. cOntacts r sO much better .. my blogs pretty dead 2dae .. haha .. hope it lifens up soon .. ok ... i better go now .. still have 2 cOmplete my chem n maths hmwk .. stress .. haha .. n my bro mayy come backk any tym soOn .. so better go .. k? *muackz* bye!
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oh wow! 2 entries in one dayy .. haha .. im nOt aslp yet due 2 sum persOnal family prObs .. lalala .. no! dun ask! cos im not gonna tell .. ne ne ni ne ne .. syed n jeevan have abandoned me 2 play cs .. sumtingg tad they will nOt b able 2 do 4 quite sumtym due 2 the stress n hmwk in sec 3 .. so 2 all my frenz in sec 3! enjOy sloggin ur hearts out man! yea! haha .. lame .. the questiOns in my previous entry has mostly been answered .. n i feel better now .. but i made the person feel worse .. boy! im mean .. haiz .. i noe .. juz toOk a bath, packed my bagg .. oh! i 4got 2 oack my dictionary .. nvm .. later .. im kind of slpy .. im gonna get ringgs ard my eyes man .. lack of slp .. tOtally sux! sec 3 sux! tad ting sux! everyting sux man! i wanna go backk 2 sec 2 .. i wanna slack .. i wanna throw notes 2 syed .. i wanna kick syafiq's chair .. i wanna laff at ms ong 2gether wit the cls .. i wanna make fun of jeremy .. im sure everyone frm 2b misses all tadd .. but the onli 2 ppl whom i dO not miz is abu(the IB-inside jOke:D) n yOga .. tad bladyy mother fucker! hate her mann .. sshhh! dun tell her hOr .. haha .. tmr i've got chem .. n ong is teachingg .. yippee! ok .. i shall leave now .. im real tiredd .. so gud nite, swit dreamz n bye!

2 u(u nOe who u r): u're sumone realli special 2 me n i adOre u .. i juz wish tad u'll open up 2 me mOre .. lyk i saidd, i may not b able 2 help u but it helps 2 share ur probs with sumone .. n i hope tad sumone will b me .. (wich lyk u said, most of the tym is:D) i kind of miz u in a way since we're not in the same cls .. n i hope tad i wun lose u .. :)
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ms thng (me n my frenz call her tad ting) tOtally n absolutely sux man .. she is super strict .. n aznan isnt takin us tis year .. i dun realli lyk mdm norliza cos she's so strict n she speaks softly n her malay is realli cOmplicated .. n as many of u nOe, im not exactly great in malay .. the onli lessOns tad i lOok 4ward 2 now is bio, hist n eng .. derek tan is pretty nice lar .. n my hist teacher mr leaong is nice 2 .. thOugh he puts me 2 slp .. but he seems realli ez gOin .. n my bio teacher is the lOvely ms hO .. she's a great teacher .. she's nice n farni .. after skl went 2 the library ... again .. wit xinni, jac, diyanah, nadiah, jian siOng n iza .. oh! n befOre we went 2 the library, i was humiliated by zarina n diyanah .. its was definitelyy one of the mOst embarrassing moment in my life .. if u want more details, juz ask me n i'll see if i wanna tell u .. muahahaha .. but it invOlves uncle lOgan's (the boOkshop uncle) nephew .. n im updatingg tis rite now cos aldrin is demanding 2 see tis once he has finish takin his bathe .. tad stinkyy pig! whahaha .. kip bumpingg in2 him at skl .. muz b fate .. maybe we're meant 2 b 2gether .. hahaha .. i'd rather die lar .. juz had a fone call frm sum weird guy wantingg 2 talk 2 me .. n he's 21 .. 4 more details, ask me n i'll see if u deserve 2 nOe .. whahaha .. ok .. i shall start ventingg my anger now .. beware .. tis may get a little vulgar .. haha .. :D


ok .. tis is abt jessica n my best fren(maybe used 2 b).. u see .. jessica is a close fren of mine .. n she's realli pretty though sum of my frenz frm eldds who i cOnsider have goOd taste says she's not .. haha .. well, the ting abt jessica is she tends 2 flirt alot .. maybe its unintentional .. but maybe it isnt .. im startingg 2 tink tad its bein done on purpOse .. cos she's pretty n she nOes it .. ok .. wadever im typin may make me sound lyk a jealOus bitch .. n maybe i m .. but im gettin tired of tis ting oredi .. at 1st i juz kept quiet .. but its tym 4 her 2 wake up n see the hurt tad she's causingg her frenz .. i tried pOintingg it out 2 jess 2dae but all i got was a sarcastic retOrt .. so much 4 tryin .. she has flirted with guys who are attached .. n even guys who she has brOken up wit .. the worse is when she flirts with the guy tad me or my fren lyks .. i juz wish she'd learn 2 back off more often .. the onli ppl who understand me rite now is aldrin, xinni n nadzi .. wad wud i do without them? haiz .. n u, who claim 2 b my best fren .. wad happened? we used 2 b so close .. but i guess ppl do change .. all the tings u said u'd dO .. they were all juz wOrds .. they nvr came thrOugh .. y waste my tym with thOse tings u said when u knew u'd nvr dO them? u say u care .. but do u realli sincerely care? do u realli care abt me as much as u used 2 last yr? do u still lyk me? do u realli realli lyk me? if u do, how come u nvr bother 2 talk 2 me in skl? how come we're not 2gether? is it cos u've nvr lyked me quite tad much? these r the questiOns tad r always runningg through my head .. maybe im juz insecure .. i wanna findd my prince charmingg .. n i wanna findd him sOon .. i so desperately wan sumone 2 hOld me n tell me tad everytingg will b alrite .. tad im the mOst special person 2 him .. i wanna b able 2 introduce him 2 jessica without bein afraid tadd he'll fall 4 her .. n if she flirts with him, i wan him 2 tell her 2 stOp n he's NOT interested in her .. tads my prince charmingg .. he dOesnt have 2 b perfect .. all he has 2 do is 2 shOw me tadd he cares, b thr 4 me when im dOwn, n mean everytingg he says .. is tadd 2 much 2 ask 4?
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skl's ok lar .. have a hOrrible form teacher .. she's sO blady strict lor .. nabei .. tmr she wants 2 check our hair n nails .. crap man! not tadd i care much .. cos my hair is ok n my nails r short .. yea .. well it rained in the mrnin so it was kind of sucky .. was suppose 2 meet jac at 7.05 but she was LATE .. den sum more, she cann walk so slowly .. was abit pissed but heck lar .. din wanna spOil my moOd on the 1st day of skl .. but i was grumblingg on the way 2 skl lar .. cos in was suppose 2 meet qian wei at 7.15 .. n she came at 7.10 .. n i still wanted 2 see everyone .. when reached skl, said hi 2 ppl .. n went n loOk 4 ms mah .. but she wasnt in the staff rm .. den went back 2 cls .. den tad stoOpid ms thng(my new from teacher) told me 2 remove the hairbandd frm my neck cos its suppose 2 b on my head .. lyk wadever .. so i sad, "oOps sorie! i 4got 2 take it off." den i took it off n walked away .. den when i happily dunnO doin wadd in cls, elton kwan come n tell me i nid 2 go 2 the hall .. den faster find qian wei n RAN .. yes RAN 2 the hall .. haha .. boy! i juz realise tadd im not tad lazy anymore .. hehe .. den me n qian wei gave out prizes n all tad shit .. blahh blahh .. den suffered 4 lyk one long hour listening 2 giam giam .. haiz .. after tad, went 2 the library with xinni n iza .. den i wasnt expectingg syed n jeevan 2 come .. but they ended up comin in the endd .. how swit .. haha .. budden it turns out tadd they distracted me .. haha .. left the library at 7 wit xinni .. she is lyk so blurr n adOrable .. haha .. u noe sumtingg? i realize tadd the way the guys treat me in skl is so much different frm the way they treat me on msn .. lyk 4 example .. syed, jeevan, syafiq n aldrin .. oh! n i juz wanted 2 infOrm sumone out thr not 2 tell me stuff tad u noe u'll endd up not doin .. cos it onli gets me pissed .. so unless u plann on carrying out wadd u told me, dun botherv wastingg my tym .. now, movin on 2 less irritatin issues .. aldrin is sort of becomingg a close fren .. he's quite ez 2 tOk 2 .. n he actually listens 2 wadd i have 2 say .. n i oso give himm advice .. hehe .. but teases me ALOT .. but i tease him back Oso lar .. dun worry .. i wun let himm get away one .. haha .. n den tad syed, he kip askin me how he looks lyk in lOng pants .. denn i say not 2 ask me cos i juz realise tadd i have weird taste lor .. den he still wanna noe .. so persistent .. haha .. got derek tan 4 english .. he seems nice .. so it wun tadd bad .. miz sec 2B n allan ng .. amazingg .. i actually miz allan ng ..
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well, hello! hi hi .. so i ended up nOt goin 2 the library 2dae .. cos xiini had tuition until 5 n the library closes at 5 .. n i din gO swimming cos it was raining4 most of the day .. nvm .. i tink i still can fall aslp lar .. cos i feel realli tiredd .. oh! n im so touched! syed's lyk visitingg my blog almost everyday .. hehehe .. so swit .. so in return, i change the sOng juz 4 u .. haha .. see im so swit .. ytd, was online til abt 2 .. talkin 2 aldrin .. he's quite a nice guy lar .. n i ENJOY teasingg him .. hehe .. cant beliff tad the holidays are over .. so fast! tmr goin back 2 skl 2 suffer .. suffer!!! i haven touched any of my hmwk .. im juz 2 lazy .. cant wait 2 see the sec 1s tmr .. hehe .. i rmbr last yr, i was kind of excited 2 see the new batch of sec 1s .. boy, tym realli passes fast man .. realli fast! haiz .. now i feel sadd .. cos im gOnna miz syed, syafiq, apek, xinni n diyanah so much! y do they have 2 b in different classes? *sobzsobz* n 2 all my beloved frenz, u all see me tmr better hugg me hor .. i miz all the hugs tad i got practically everday .. haha .. n syed, i wan a hug specially frm u .. u have nvr given me one before .. hahaha .. all rite .. i shall leave now .. eh .. i wonder who's gonna b the chairman next yr .. hehehe .. tOodles! :)
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heyy heyy .. juz reached hOme lyk 15 mins ago .. went 2 bukit merah mcdOnalds 2 study cos we realized tad the libaryy will b close cos, duh! its a public holidayy .. so me, xinni, celestine n nadzi were studyin thr lar .. yea .. den later puay leng came .. actually, i wasted my tym gOin thr cos i was mostly reading the magazines tad i brOught instead .. hehe .. so i din get anyting done .. watchin sister act 2 rite now .. lurve tad show .. whoopee(sp?)gOldberg is lyk such a GREAT actress .. n so is sandra bullOck .. i wanna b a GREAT actress juz lyk them .. if its possible lar .. haha .. actually thr nthin much 2 write lar .. thrs no one online 2 talk 2 .. i wanna go swimming tmr .. plus i oso have 2 go 2 the library 2 do my book reviews .. anyone wanna offer 2 go wit me? i'll lurve u forever .. :) haha .. i dun wanna go alone lar .. lyk so pathetic .. wahh .. whoopee goldberg so rox man! the show so touchingg! i wanna cry .. but i tahan lar .. hehehe .. tis song is lyk sO nice lor! hehee ..

oh happy day: (sister act 2)

Oh happy day (oh happy day)
Oh happy day (oh happy day)
When Jesus washed (when Jesus washed)
When Jesus washed (when Jesus washed)
Jesus washed (when Jesus washed)
Washed my sins away (oh happy day)
Oh happy day (oh happy day)

Oh happy day (oh happy day)
Oh happy day (oh happy day)
When Jesus washed (when Jesus washed)
When Jesus washed (when Jesus washed)
When my Jesus washed (when Jesus washed)
He washed my sins away

He taught me how (oh, He taught me how)
To wash (to wash, to wash)
wash and pray (to fight and pray)
wash and pray
And he taught me how to live rejoicing
Yes, He did (and live rejoicing)
(Oh yeah) every, every day (every, every day)
(oh yeah) Every day!

Oh happy day (oh happy day)
Oh happy day, yeah (oh happy day)
When Jesus washed (when Jesus washed)
When my Jesus washed (when Jesus washed)
When Jesus washed [hits high note] (when Jesus washed)
My sins away (oh happy day)
I'm talking about that happy day (oh happy day)

He taught me how (oh yeah, how)
To wash (to wash)
Fight and pray (sing it, sing it, c'mon and sing it)
Fight and pray
And to live
Yeah, yeah, c'mon everybody (and live rejoicing every, every day)

Oh happy day (oh happy day)
I'm talking about the happy days (oh happy day)
C'mon and talk about the happy days (oh happy day)
Oh, oh, oh happy days (oh happy day)
Ooh talking about happy day (oh happy day)
Oh yeah, I know I'm talking about happy days (oh happy day)
Oh yeah, sing it, sing it, sing it, yeah, yeah (oh happy day)
Oh, oh, oh
Oh happy day..... :)


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ok .. 1st n foremost .. HAPPY NEW YEAR 2 EVERYONE!!! yea, anw, im not tad pathetic .. :) went 2 catch a movie in the end with puay leng n xinni .. at 1st, i was beggin syafiq 2 go budden he dun wanna go so sad .. :( anw, 1st, we met on tbp .. den bumped in2 shoa cong n his frenz .. one of his front toOth is missin .. aaaww! poOr ting ..if u wanna nOe the full story abt his missin toOth, come n look 4 me .. ;D den toOk a bus 2 lido .. n watched the phantom of the opera .. so paiseh leh! i juz realise tad i've been spellin the phantom of the opera wronglyy .. hehe .. anw, the show was mostly singin .. but it was quite nice .. the guy so handsome lor .. tee hee .. before tad we went n buy coffee at starbucks n den me, bein careless as usual, left the movie tix on the cOunter .. den when i realized tad it was gOne, i started panicking n jumpin ard .. hehe .. luckily, tis nice guy gave me back the tix .. *phew* after the movie, went n meet xinni's bro n his fren lar .. den ar, we walkin den i kena spray 2 tyms lor .. by ppl i dunno .. no, correction .. GUYS i dunno .. weird .. haha .. n den xinni n puay leng nvr kena .. nOt fair lor .. den when they spray me, i dunnO wad 2 do .. so i turn ard, smile at them n say "HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!" whahaha .. i so frenly rite? :D den when met xinni bro n his fren, we decided 2 walk back 2 tiong .. haha .. den puay leng ar lyk one pigg lidat, kip whining the whole way backk .. ish! summore she netballer lor .. sO she shld b fit wad .. n tis is specially 4 syed .. SYED LISTEN!!! listening anot? I WALKED ALL THE WAY FRM ORCHARD WITHOUT, I REPEAT-WITHOUT WHINING .. yes! amazing huh? n wait! i haven finished .. N I DID NOT FEEL HUNGRYY OR TIRED .. hehe .. arent u prOud of me? huh? huh? arent u? hahaha .. see! im quite fit ok .. thx 2 all tad dancingg for 4 days in a rOw .. haha .. den we stooped by at shell, with puay leng still whining .. n thr was a fite tad was abt 2 take place between tis chinese n malay guy .. den the malay guy wanted 2 whack the chinese guy on the head with a beer bottle .. den the stoOpid chinese guy still tryin 2 provoke the malay guy by sayin, "whack lar, come whack!" stoOpid man! den the galfren lyk pullin him away .. den the malay guy say, "chee byee, go fuck ur mother lar!" whahaha .. so coOl lor .. den he walk away .. den the blady chinese guy still shoutin "whack lar, come whack!" no life sial .. hahaha .. reached hm at ard 3.45, bathed n now im gOnna slp .. but b4 tad, im gOnna lOok 4 fOod .. hehe .. planning 2 go 2 the library tmr 2 studyy .. i haven done my hmwk yet lar .. oh, n syed, u're suppOse 2 bring me 2 a movie .. is tad lyk ever gOnna happen? hahaha .. lOokin 4ward 2 it .. :)
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