i shall juz kip quiet .. haiz .. i dunno wadd 2 do .. im scaredd 4 her .. ytd nite .. woke up 2 tyms .. damn him! wads he tryin 2 do?! practically everyday .. he gOes downn n comes up a different person .. n wad m i suppose 2 do? sit in front of the comp n feel miserable? all the threats .. haiz .. so many problems .. call the police? den wadd will happen? do i even lurve him? i dunno anymOre .. i hate questions ..

suspicion fillingg my mindd .. wad if u had lied 2 me n u're still lyin 2 me? i cant do anyting .. i tOok ur word .. but now im havin doubts .. wad if u're still goin on wit tis charade? den wad? wad m i gonna do? how m i gonna feel? m i gonna b swallowed up by sadness or m i not gonna give a damn cos tis aint the 1st tym? i said i dunno .. u said i nOe .. but i realli dun .. nvm .. u dunnit 2 respOnd 2 tis .. serious .. im juz writingg stuff here cos im 2 lazy 2 write it in my diary .. haha ..

u noe .. sum ppl dunno how luckyy they are .. sum ppl r so skinny n they say they're fat .. sum ppl have great parents but they act as if their parents torture them .. sum ppl have great runningg skills but they say they suckk .. sum ppl have the looks .. n they take advantage of it .. they flirt n they make ppl miserable .. the go frm one guy 2 the next .. leavingg a trail of broken hearts ... sum ppl have a great character n they say tad they're ugly n tad no one wants them .. not true .. even a gud lookin person can lyk tad so called ugly personn ..

nthin 2 do .. no one 2 talk 2 .. man oh man .. m i bored .. haha .. was helpin aldrin wit his blogg juz now .. my mum cooked crab .. ymuumy .. haha .. drank LOADS of water 2dae .. amazingg .. syed n abu were the onli 2 in sec 3s who managed 2 get in2 the b division soccer team .. haha .. not bad eh? they muz b pretty gud in order 2 have gotten in .. well .. i shall go now .. its my bro's turn 2dae .. n he wants 2 use the comp .. so bye ..

*holdd my hand n take me far far awayy*


LOVE; most wonderful.