Saturday, January 29, 2005 @ 10:53 AM
its amazing how sucky life can get sumtyms .. juz when u tink tad everyting is ok n u'll b alrite .. sumting cOmes along n *bOom!* thr goes my "peaceful" n "uneventful" life .. oh well .. i shld seriously consider a career as a detective .. haha .. no, serious .. even iza said so .. sumtyms, i amaze my own self .. pretty much not tokin 2 the bitch- who used 2 b a close fren of me -again .. u shld seriously hear the stuff tadd she dOes .. desperate bitch! it amazes me tOtally .. saw miss khin .. im always hiding frm her .. n it so happens tad she spOtted me in the canteen after skl .. damn! n she was lyk, "hannah, i saw u." den i came out frm my hiding place, wich btw was jac, n smiled at her .. :) den she asked me the question she always askes me .. "so whrs *blahh*?" (the name has been censOred) n i juz shrugged my shOulders .. hehe .. hello! she is lyk SO outdated .. but nvm .. den saw her in kOpitiam .. actually, i din see her at 1st den all of a sudden sumone pinched me .. n i saw it was her .. damn! she's realli pretty man .. haha .. im tryin hardd nOt 2 dwell on wads gOin on now .. its onli the beginning of the year n everyone's feeling tOtally fucked up .. i myself dun nOe wad 2 do .. sumtyms i doubt my own desicions .. but heck! they're dOne .. n i tinkk tad actually, the desiciOns tad i thOt were wrong at 1st seem 2 b doin me ok rite now .. iza n her chocOlate r SO mushified .. is lyk both of them r grOssing me out .. haha .. but its always nice 2 see my frenz in lurve when i cant be .. aaaww! *ehem* ok .. tad was lame .. spent lyk 2 hours in kOpitiam juz sitting thr n reading n readingg n READING! haha .. it was a realli goOd book .. its abt tis bOy with an abusive mom .. n its a real life story .. the poor kidd man .. it was kind of touching .. looks lyk my heart hasnt gOne completely cOld .. YET ..
LOVE; most wonderful.