_____warning: ventingg of anger*
Thursday, January 06, 2005 @ 11:43 AM
ms thng (me n my frenz call her tad ting) tOtally n absolutely sux man .. she is super strict .. n aznan isnt takin us tis year .. i dun realli lyk mdm norliza cos she's so strict n she speaks softly n her malay is realli cOmplicated .. n as many of u nOe, im not exactly great in malay .. the onli lessOns tad i lOok 4ward 2 now is bio, hist n eng .. derek tan is pretty nice lar .. n my hist teacher mr leaong is nice 2 .. thOugh he puts me 2 slp .. but he seems realli ez gOin .. n my bio teacher is the lOvely ms hO .. she's a great teacher .. she's nice n farni .. after skl went 2 the library ... again .. wit xinni, jac, diyanah, nadiah, jian siOng n iza .. oh! n befOre we went 2 the library, i was humiliated by zarina n diyanah .. its was definitelyy one of the mOst embarrassing moment in my life .. if u want more details, juz ask me n i'll see if i wanna tell u .. muahahaha .. but it invOlves uncle lOgan's (the boOkshop uncle) nephew .. n im updatingg tis rite now cos aldrin is demanding 2 see tis once he has finish takin his bathe .. tad stinkyy pig! whahaha .. kip bumpingg in2 him at skl .. muz b fate .. maybe we're meant 2 b 2gether .. hahaha .. i'd rather die lar .. juz had a fone call frm sum weird guy wantingg 2 talk 2 me .. n he's 21 .. 4 more details, ask me n i'll see if u deserve 2 nOe .. whahaha .. ok .. i shall start ventingg my anger now .. beware .. tis may get a little vulgar .. haha .. :D
ok .. tis is abt jessica n my best fren(maybe used 2 b).. u see .. jessica is a close fren of mine .. n she's realli pretty though sum of my frenz frm eldds who i cOnsider have goOd taste says she's not .. haha .. well, the ting abt jessica is she tends 2 flirt alot .. maybe its unintentional .. but maybe it isnt .. im startingg 2 tink tad its bein done on purpOse .. cos she's pretty n she nOes it .. ok .. wadever im typin may make me sound lyk a jealOus bitch .. n maybe i m .. but im gettin tired of tis ting oredi .. at 1st i juz kept quiet .. but its tym 4 her 2 wake up n see the hurt tad she's causingg her frenz .. i tried pOintingg it out 2 jess 2dae but all i got was a sarcastic retOrt .. so much 4 tryin .. she has flirted with guys who are attached .. n even guys who she has brOken up wit .. the worse is when she flirts with the guy tad me or my fren lyks .. i juz wish she'd learn 2 back off more often .. the onli ppl who understand me rite now is aldrin, xinni n nadzi .. wad wud i do without them? haiz .. n u, who claim 2 b my best fren .. wad happened? we used 2 b so close .. but i guess ppl do change .. all the tings u said u'd dO .. they were all juz wOrds .. they nvr came thrOugh .. y waste my tym with thOse tings u said when u knew u'd nvr dO them? u say u care .. but do u realli sincerely care? do u realli care abt me as much as u used 2 last yr? do u still lyk me? do u realli realli lyk me? if u do, how come u nvr bother 2 talk 2 me in skl? how come we're not 2gether? is it cos u've nvr lyked me quite tad much? these r the questiOns tad r always runningg through my head .. maybe im juz insecure .. i wanna findd my prince charmingg .. n i wanna findd him sOon .. i so desperately wan sumone 2 hOld me n tell me tad everytingg will b alrite .. tad im the mOst special person 2 him .. i wanna b able 2 introduce him 2 jessica without bein afraid tadd he'll fall 4 her .. n if she flirts with him, i wan him 2 tell her 2 stOp n he's NOT interested in her .. tads my prince charmingg .. he dOesnt have 2 b perfect .. all he has 2 do is 2 shOw me tadd he cares, b thr 4 me when im dOwn, n mean everytingg he says .. is tadd 2 much 2 ask 4?
LOVE; most wonderful.