i wanna scream, i wanna shOut, i wanna punch sumone, i wanna kiick sumone .. i wanna CRY! i feel so stoOpid .. nvm .. lets see if syed comes online later .. i guess i shld tell him sumtiing .. yea .. i mean, i am his fren (emphasis on the wOrd fren).. n yea .. its stoopid 2 tink tad we'd have been more den frenz .. so yea .. i'll talk 2 hiim IF he comes online .. if not den nvm ..

sumtyms, liife is totally sucky .. yes it is .. i mean how horrible can a bdae get? though i get irritated with him, i still fiind it realli saddening 2 see his bdae bein destroyed lyk tad .. haiz .. on his bdae! tad so sux! i was so sad when he told mii wad had happened .. n let mii remind u, i dun exactly lyk tiis guy .. i mite even get a little emotional when i see him up thr on thurs .. if they go on wiith it, tad is (n im prayin they wun) ..

nadzi .. the lame n lovely nadzi .. she .. aiyo! haha .. n sean .. stoopid, irritatin n swiit sean .. aaahh! it all started wiith nadzi n her matchmakiing .. saying we'd make a GREAT couple .. pollutiing my mind .. ish .. *shakes headd* but i wun listen 2 tad n i wun tiink abt it .. i dun wanna risk getting hurt again .. n i especially dun wanna risk getting my hopes high, tinking tad he actually lyks mii alot n blahh blahh blahh .. den later get my heart broken n my dreams destroyed ..

i juz realised tad i still have alot of anger n hatred vented up inside mii .. but how can i not hate wads goin on now? how can i not be mad?
LOVE; most wonderful.