went 2 church 2dae .. yes i did .. serious .. actually, was planning 2 skip church .. but cheryl called me n asked me if i was comingg ..

me, "erm ..."

she, "hannah! u promised 2 come."

so i was lyk ok, fine n i went .. n im gladd i did .. it was super fun .. it was praise n worship sunday .. so it was all singing .. super cool .. singing in church is the only tym when im singing without feeling so conscious .. haha .. the worship was realli great .. i was touched by the spirit .. it all happened when they played tis video n it reminded me of Jesus dying on the cross juz 4 mii .. n i started crying juz lyk tad .. at 1st, i refused 2 cry .. but later, when the resumed the worship n we sang tis song, at the foot of the cross, i was deeply touched .. n regina, seh went up n said tad God was looking closely at tis grp of ppl .. n tis grp of ppl are the ones who have strayed away frm God .. n they say tad they'll come backk 2 God when they're ready 2 do quiet tym .. or when they're ready 2 quit their badd habits .. but God say tad he doesnt care abt tad .. he juz wants these ppl 2 come backk 2 him .. rite now .. n den pastor ronald said, "if u are one of those ppl, den take the next step. come 4ward n kneal down b4 God." at 1st i refused 2 move .. but seeing other ppl having so muchh courage 2 move 2 the front touched me n before i knew it, i was kneeling down n i juz broke down .. the tears juz came .. n mel came n prayed 4 me .. n i juz sat thr crying .. later, she oso gave me a hugg ..n everyone was praising God in different wayys .. everyone seems so happy n warm .. lyk when i came in, i din noe we were gonna be sitting on the floor .. i was lyked freaked cos i was wearing a skirt .. n den joel offered his bag .. i was so touched .. i mean he's so swit .. n den i decided 2 go n sit on a chair instead n en zhen came n lent me his jacket .. haha .. so i could sit on the flOor in the endd .. i guess i was realli tOuched by God n i could feel how muchh he loves mii .. :)


anw, u still haven answered my question! hello! do u love torturing me? mind games aint funny my dear .. i wan my answer! haha ..


got tOtally freaked juz now when patheebun asked my 4 my number .. i asked him wad he wanted it 4 .. n he said 2 talk lar .. den he asked me 2 call him .. n i was lyk freakin out TOTALLY .. so i went 2 syed 2 ask him wadd 2 do .. n tad buddha, he was playin cs .. so useless .. so i ended up fending patheebun of by myself .. haha ..


iza seems 2 be listening 2 me .. good 4 her .. i hope tinggs wOrk out well .. n wai hoo sux man! muahaha ..


ytd, i was lookin through my church frenz bloggs .. n i was at jOey's blogg .. man! jOey is lyk my idol .. haha .. he's suchh a devited christian .. he's a GREAT mc .. he's super talented .. he's cute .. n he's so fun n optimistic .. i can pratically see God in him .. plus, he's blogg is super cool .. he uses fantabulous english .. http://captaincramp.blogspot.com/ .. tads his blog .. boy, how i wishh i could be juz lyk him .. haha ..


i shall leave u alonee 4 now .. buti may come backk 2 irritate u all again later .. muahaha! wad the hell?! tis is my blogg anw .. so i can do wadever i lyk .. haha .. :)
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