el, el, el. my whole world has been revolviing ard eldds these couple of dayys. its horrible. im so draiined by the end of the week. finally managed 2 catch up on my sleep ytd and i also managed 2 finiish readiing a boOk. well, im haviing el 4 the rest of the week until the final day, wiich is thurs. on weds, will be sleeping in skl cos we hve 2 be up realli early iin the mrning. we'll be the 1st or 2nd skl performing. den we'll stay thr and watch other skls perform. so i wun be ard the whole day. yea. cant waiit 4 all tis 2 be over. *siigh*

i have 2 talk 2 him. no, i dunn wanna talk 2 him. y cant i avoiid him til tiings get better? y did i change my miind? y did i back out all of a sudden? y do i have 2 be so stubborn? y do i have 2 be so farkiin weiird?? damn.

went and watchh iza run 2dae. she did pretty well. dear fiq. oh tad poor guy. its sarks bein accused. he din do iit. stoopid *whatshername*. i hate her 2 the core. how can she farkin accuse fiq of doiin such a tiing? she and her stoOpid white heels. yea, we noe u're short so u're tryin 2 look taller with ur heels. well, hello! iits NOT wrkin! i mean, i am not tad tall, but im definitely taller den her even when she's weariing her fugly heels. y am i getting so worked up? cos one of my clostest frenz fone has gotten confiscated and he got accused of doin sumtiing tad he din do. and he iis feeling so farked up and sad and im doin my best 2 cheer him up. and she still can cry. biatch. and guess wad? she's a farkin ELDDS member. sucky or wad?

juz when i thot i was startiing 2 feel happy and tiings were goin realli well, these kind of tiings had 2 enter the picture. i feel so guilty when i tiink abt tad *issue*. iza and nadz have been realli supportiive. i guess the moral of all tis is, nthin ever goes well 4 more den 2 days in hannah's liife. sucky. *siigh*

i need a BIG WARM hug frm sumone riite now. no, i dun need iit frm sumone. i nid iit frm u. i wiish i could relive wad happened tad day. wad day was iit? err, was iit a fri or sat? nvm. u rmbr tad day dun u? do u ever go back 2 tad day and wonder ..... ? i juz want a hug. frm u. as a fren.

questiion: cann u tell mii exactly wads goin on iin ur head?
LOVE; most wonderful.